I am tired of being tired. Tired of being fat. Ok, I'm not really all that big. I do barely hit the tape measure at five foot, though and when you weight what I do (no ones business) you are a little chunky. Sean is the best husband ever and tells me that I look good just as I am, but I don't feel good. I don't fit into my clothes right anymore. I still have never worn that adorable pair of AE jeans I bought right before finding out I was preggers with Kati.
Geez! That means that they have been hanging in my closet being so lonely for almost two years. **shedding a quiet tear**
So now I am setting a goal. It's not going to be a big goal, but a goal none the less. I hope it won't be so overwhelming if I start small. I'm going to get my big round butt back up on the Wii fitness board and get busy. I really love doing it, but slacked off a LOT. Yeah, I completely stopped doing it. Hopefully I will eventually be going from this...
to this
I guess I better go to bed now... 5:00 comes pretty early. Wish me luck!!
1 comment:
amy! a few months after i started working from home to spend more time w the kids, when korb was about 6 mo old, i went thru all the same emotions that you are going thru. so, i set a goal. i started counting fat grams and calories {my own little make-shift-weight watchers}..something i had NEVER done before. and it took a little time but by the end of the summer i had lost 20 lbs! and more importantly changed my eating habits. and i felt so accomplished because i did it all by myself! you can do it! and we will all be rooting for you. =) not because we think you need to lose anything. youre beautiful just the way you are! but because you want to and we all need a little encouragement.
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